Dia menunggu bergantinya hari yang berjalan lambat dihidupnya.
Dia menunggu datangnya bahagia yang mungkin sedang tersesat.
Dia bertahan dengan tanpa kejelasan dimana dia akan tinggal dan bagaimana caranya menjalani hidup satu bulan ke depan.


Dia bertahan, bertahan melalui hujan.
Dia bertahan, bertahan dengan tekad dan senyuman.
Dia bertahan, bertahan demi satu impian besar, demi sebuah senyuman, senyuman MAMA.

My Note

The days got colder, the rain turned into snow. Her heart was the same, it became a cold place, and the rain that used to fill her heart turned into ice. She kept waiting for the day when she would meet him, because it was impossible for her cold hands to melt the ice.

Dear Future Boyfriend :D

I've always wanted to watch scary movies but since I'm a wimp, you’re going to have to sit there and watch them with me. Prepare yourself because I’m going to be squeezing the life out of your hands and hiding behind your shoulder the entire movie. I will also be screaming at the characters in the movie. It’s gonna be fun. I can’t wait ^^

Dear Future Boyfriend....
I will love the hell out of you.You'll never have to doubt my intentions. I want us to be best friends and I want us to share everything with each other no matter how ugly, embarrassing, stupid, or crazy it is. Trust me wholeheartedly and I’ll do the exact same with you. I want you to be yourself around me. I chose you to be my boyfriend out of all the people in the world, and I want you to know that I accept you for who you are and I wouldn’t want you to change a goddamn thing about yourself. I won’t ever push you to do something you don’t want to do, but I’ll be your number one fan and your number one supporter in whatever you do. All I ask is that you never give me a reason to not trust you. Show me that you want me and only me, and I’ll be happy. <3333

Dear Future Boyfriend...

Let's play a game....
Let's sweet talk.
Let's play fight.
Let's tell each other good morning and good night every day.
Let's take walk together.
Let's give each other nicknames.
Let's go on dates.
Let's talk on the phone all night long.
Let's hold each other.
And whoever falls in love first?
Loses :D

Dear Future Boyfriend,

Can you be my pillow when I need one?

Can you be the person I talk to about anything? 

Can you be the person I can go to when I have a bad day? 

Can you be the person that will make laugh and smile all the time? Can you be there for me whenever I need someone? 

Can you be the person who supports me in anything and everything I do? Can you be the shoulder I cry on? 

Can you be the person who takes me away from any bad situation and make my day better? 

Can you be the one who makes my mornings worthwhile? 

Can you be the one who makes me feel safe? 

Can I trust you with my heart? 

Can I trust you to love me? 

Can I trust you to be you? c: haha this sounds like I’m asking you to marry me. LOL 

maybe we will in the future haha ♥ :3 

Maaaaybeeeeee one day LOL

  Your Future Girlfriend♥ :3

Dear Future Boyfriend.

       I will record your voice no matter what you're saying.. or singing. Just in case I miss you, I’ll listen to it. I will take stolen photos of you especially those wacky and weird ones so that I can laugh at it when I’m in a bad mood. I’ll take candid shots so that I may have something to stare and smile at when you’re not around. I’ll record videos of you doing random stuff and watch it in the future to let me remember every inch of you. ♥